Good morning! 

Gumising ako na masaya today. Lagi naman akong gumigising nang masaya. Mamaya ay babalik ako sa rented place ko aa Manda at sasama daw sila Mama at Papa. Kung may pera ako at the moment, sa hotel nalang kami matutulog dahil masikip ang kwarto ko at makalat. Mom asked if meron daw bang walis dun para makapaglinis sya. Kilala talaga ako ng nanay ko.

I plan to bring them to some nice resto. Wala pang sahod, at wala na talaga akong pera... but I have credit card, so...

Sinusubukan kong wag mag alala sa lunes. Ang weird siguro ng office na wala sila PK at Per*y. Lagi kong inaabangang dumating ang 10am dahil dun ang start ng shift nila. Pag 10 na wala pa sila, nagwo-worry pa ko kung darating ba sila. Ngayon, wala nang P&P na darating ng 10am.

Nung nagpapaalam si PK last Friday I was like, "makapag paalam ka naman, parang aalis ka sa Earth. Lilipat ka lang naman ng shift." Totoo naman. Pero nakakalungkot pa rin.

Hindi ko kilala yung mga papalit sa kanila. May access na ko sa online assessment. Kanino kaya ako magtatanong pag hindi ko alam ang sagot? T_T

Nabasa ko dun sa email na for the rest of August lang to. After non, babalik na sa dati. Yung mga matataas ang stat ang mamimili ng gusto nilang shift. PK said, "see you in 2 weeks." Well, magaling naman kasi si PK.

Kanino ako magtatanong pag di ko alam ang sagot?

Siguro dapat matuto na akong maging friendly.

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3 years vs 3 weeks. Ano sa tingin mo?

Siguro sadyang hindi nag-eexpire ang love. Baka nagpapahinga lang. Or natutulog. Well, malay ko. Expertise ko ba to?

Wala akong kapatid na babae, that's why I love my lady friends like I would've loved my own sister if only I had one. It's different for guy friends though.

I have a brother whom I'm very close to, so I never really needed a guy friend. I have more than enough male influence in my life. That's why mahirap sakin i-classify if nakikita ko lang ba ang guy bilang friend or something else.

Sabi ng psychologist na finafollow ko sa Facebook, ganito daw ang mga babae:

You(the guy) < Her --- she will never get attracted to you

You = Her --- she will see you as a friend

You > Her --- she will get attracted to you

Parang totoo naman. I never really liked anyone who I "perceived" to be equal or lower than me. Laging merong at least something sa kanya na alam kong mas better kesa sa meron ako. It doesn't have to be true though. Again, based sa perception lang naman. And hindi naman kailangan na sa lahat ng bagay.

For example, si "Z". I may be better than him in so many other things, but he's exceptional good at flirting kaya nagustuhan ko pa rin sya. Hmmm, ganun ba yun? Lol.

Warning to men though: don't ever try to belittle a woman just so she can perceive you as someone better than her. That will surely backfire. If she's smart and independent, she might even burn you alive. So, don't. 

Ewan ko. Ano nga point ko? Lol.

There's this person I care abt and it can get confusing sometimes. Kung single sya keri naman, kaso hindi. He's not married though, which makes things a lot harder. Especially if wala yung SO nya.

Gusto kong patunayan na I'm good. That I can be trusted. I've been struggling on this for these past few years. Naa uphold ko pa naman. Hindi madali, but I'm glad that this principle is protecting me from doing something stupid. 

Putek, ambait ko. Minsan nakakainis na.

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