Woke up with chat messages that straight away pissed me off. I slept past 1 to finish club-related stuff and I didn't expect this kind of reaction. It was 7 in the morning.

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"Wag ka na umalis."

Everyday, I ask the Heavens for guidance. I wonder if this is a part of the Divine Plan. Though he said he's still thinking and that he "might" stay, alam kong hassle sa kanya pag nag stay sya. He probably won't. Wala rin naman akong magagawa. Let's just enjoy whatever's left of the time we have.

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Putek, ang busy ko.

I am re-reading The Alchemist book. Sabi dun, pag madalas daw natin kasama yung tao, we start owning them. Then, we want to change them. And that everyone has a clear idea on how others should live their lives but doesn't know how to live their own.

Naiirita na ko. Partly sa sitwasyon, party, sa ilan sa mga taong involved.

But I own my feelings.

Nakakapikon na ang busy ko sa mga bagay na I don't even care about. Putakte. Can I just run off and leave these people?

Actually, I can. Lol.

Why do we want to change people? Why do I want to change people? Wait, do I?

In my over 3 decades of existence, I've learned that even wonderful relationships go sour at some point. And those that last real long are the ones who manage to endure the sour parts. E ang ikli ng pasensya ko... so, 

I don't know.

Will train a contestant on Monday. I can make up excuses on why I can't do this, but I was a contestant too. Nakakaawa rin kasi. Ok lang naman.

But I also need to attend another meeting that we could've avoided if only this person is not so meticulous. I think meticulous is good, but this is rather overboard.

I own my feelings.

Siguro ipagpapabukas ko na ang desisyon pag hindi na ko masyadong naiirita.

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Kung ako ang masusunod, ikaw ang gusto kong kasama, hindi sila.

Wait, ako naman ang masusunod dapat, di ba?

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