Kapapasa nya lang ng chat tas sabay magmemessage sya ng, "Z, projects?" Nang-aasar ba to?
Tas pag nag explain ako na may chat and remind him na sya nagpasa, babanat naman sya ng "ok po, galit ka po?"
Gah! And the emoticon parade didn't help. It actually felt more ominous than friendly.
Tingin ko nami misunderstood ko lang tong taong to. Siguro mabait talaga sya. Hindi ko ma explain kung bakit takot ako dito.
Ba't ko nga crush to? Ahhhhh. Kasi gwapo.
Shift ended about an hour ago gutom na ko. I don't feel like eating. I'm feeling upset over the same old issue that has been making me upset for over a year now.
I don't really know how to resolve this. The more I speak about it, the more it upsets me. Kaya madalas, ni le let go ko nalang. I hope that one day, as I let this go, it will just naturally go away for good.
I feel so unloved today.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 06:21 AM.