Tree
木曜日: April 23, 2020



5AM and I was off. Ang ganda ng kulay ng langit na tanaw sa may bintana ng kwarto ko. Kulay orange. Kinuhaan ko ng picture pero hindi kasing ganda.

Hwebes ngayon. Off ko na.

Freeeeeeeddddddooooooommmmmm!!!

Ipinanganak kahapon ang aking bagong pamangkin. Sabi ng ate nya, "ang pangit naman". Lol. They are in Cavite, but inside my head, I can hear my niece's voice saying that. Miss ko na ang makulit na batang yun. Excited na rin akong ma meet ang bago naming baby. 

LA sent me a message earlier at nangangamusta. Sabi nya, may babae at lalaking apo na daw ang parents ko kaya hindi na nila ako ipe-pressure. Lol. Actually, they've long stopped pressuring me. Nagsawa na siguro.

Sabi ni LA, she was looking daw sa picture naming apat nila Bea at Neri. Sabi nya, yung isa kasal na, yung isa engaged, ano na??? Lol.

She said she's ok with remaining single. Well I don't know. I think people get what they settle for. Gaya ng sabi ni R nung unang panahon...

"Masaya na ko sa ganito..."

He got just that.

Nakakatawa na ang go-getter namin sa maraming bagay. Achievements, career, company na pagta trabahuhan, finances... pero pag dating sa relationship... ok na yan? Ok ba talaga?

Hindi ok.

I want to stop saying na ok lang kung hindi naman talaga. 

Hindi ok.

Ano kayang mararating ko no? Hindi ko rin alam. Pero ayoko nang sabihin na ok lang.

I started my day yesterday with a prayer asking the Heavens to help me keep someone I don't want to lose. Ang wierd lang. I think this comes effortlessly for other people, pero hindi kasi ganun sakin.

Ano bang gagawin ko? Nako confuse kasi ako. Ano bang gamot sa confusion?

Know what... the kanji for Thursday means tree. Bakit nga kaya no?

Tawang tawa ako sa FB group na "a group where we all pretend to be DDS". Ang saya, sali kayo!



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Written by cinderellaareus at 06:24 AM.

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