Love and hate
木曜日: May 14, 2020



I wrapped up my workweek 12 hours ago.

Our new tool at work has a Japanese chat feature na nung Monday ko lang napapansin ang existence. Since then, kakaba kaba na akong pumapasok sa trabaho. Ang tagal na kasi mula ng huli akong magsupport ng Japanese. Napasign of cross pa ko bago mag bukas ng pc kahapon. Lol.

2 calls for a 6PM to 4AM shift. This is the lowest number of calls I got on a weekday na night shift. Nakakakaba tuloy. 

Kung tutuusin, hiring pa ang company namin for Japanese speakers sa ibang account. I have friends who are waiting for me to resign para mairefer ako sa company nila, probably for the referral fee. I'm still getting texts and emails from employers who saw my profile in Jobstreet. Siguro, kahit papano, may mapupuntahan naman ako sakali mang bitawan kami ng kliyente.

Pero kasi... gusto ko di to.

Ang gulo no? Andun yung feeling na ayoko pumasok, pero ayoko rin naman umalis. Sana ma secure na ng account namin ang contract sa client. I really like the people here. I wish we can all stay.

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Was watching Eat Bulaga's replay of Bawal Ang Judgemental. Pinapahulaan kung sino sa mga tao na nandun ang nagkaron na ng Girfriend AT Boyfriend. Wala lang. Ang charming nung iba e. At lahat sila, gf ang nauna bago ang boyfriend. I remember I once asked a gay friend if posible bang ang isang bakla e magising nalang isang araw at marealize nya na gusto na nya ng babae. Sabi nya hindi daw.

Ang daming gwapong bading no? Tas yung iba ang sweet pa. Kaya yun. Pero ok lang din naman. Naisip ko lang si D. I'm pretty sure he's not gay. He doesn't have to be vain like gay guys though, to look good, kasi natural na ata sa kanya yun. The last time I saw him prior the lock down, I've noticed the gray strands sticking out sa buhok nya. Ni hindi nya man lang kinapangit.

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Rest day ko today and tomorrow. I'd probably binge watch krama again. Wow, I'm so productive. Sighs.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 03:50 PM.

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