Walk in faith
土曜日: June 6, 2020



My Avaya app stopped working today. For over 2 months, surely there were little issues here and there, pero ngayon lang to hindi gumana ng isang buong araw. Nag clear cache na ko, nag resetup na ko. Tinry ko na rin sa iba pang device, ayaw talagang gumana.

I was off work Thur-Fri, yet needed to report for at least 2 hrs each day for the training. Nakakapanghina ng loob sa hirap. Sabi ng kasama ko sa team, sa sobrang hirap daw napanaginipan nya na daw yung training. Takte, me too! Hirap na hirap akong matulog these days sa kaba sa mga susunod na mangyayari. 

I did ask the Heavens for help. Kasi hindi ko na talaga alam gagawin ko. I wonder if my broken Avaya is the Heavens way of helping me out. Syempre hindi ko parin alam. May usap usapan daw ng pagbabalik office for some people. With my Avaya not working, natatakot ako na baka bigla nalang akong papasukin. Ayoko pumasok, buwis-buhay from Bulacan to Quezon City. I have parents who are senior citizens. I have a kitten and 3 dogs. I can't risk passing the virus to them. Pero takte, ako lang ang inaasahan samin para sa panggastos.

Sighs. Hindi ko naman na talaga control ang mga bagay na to. Ang tanging option ko lang e to have faith... then let go. 

Bahala ka na sa akin, Universe.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:53 PM.

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