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日曜日: June 14, 2020



Wala lang. Bad trep. Arrahwahahsji2sjha!

Lol.

Petix pag Saturday Sunday sa work. I used this time para mag review at panoorin ang recordings sa training. This girl is not so good with multitasking, so di ko alam. I was told I missed a chat. Pero I remeber keeping that window open and visible para kita ko pag may dumating. Feeling ko wala akong namiss. Pero ewan. I asked about it dun sa nagsabi and I gave possible scenario pa. In a way, siguro nga defensive lang ako.

Karma being a bigger bitch, naka projects pala ko for more than 80 minutes. Kausap ko kasi IT. Ang alam ko hindi kumagat yung aux 6 ko kaya nagpaalam ako na mag off ng data para walang pumasok na call habang kausap ko yung IT. Nakakainis lang. Kumagat pala yung aux 6. Hindi ko naman talaga alam. Nakakainis.

Ayoko lang isipin nila na nanlalamang ako sa trabaho. Although siguro hindi naman talaga nila iniisip yun. Nakakainis pa rin.

Totoo, paminsan minsan lumabas ako ng kwarto ko where I work to play with my cat pag sobrang avail. Pero bumabalik ako kagad para mag check ng chat. I dont really feel attacked. I just... I don't know.

The topics in the training felt a little easier when I watched it the 2nd time around. Pero out of 6 ata yun, 2 palang napapanood ko. Hindi pa naa upload nyan yung mga bagonv recording. Ayoko namang manood on my days off. Those days are for my family and the things I care about. In a way, maswerte pa rin ako na weekdays ang day off ko at I have the time to review while on shift during weekends.

Basta. Let's take it one day at a time. Kaya yan.

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Ang sama ng pakiramdam ko kanina. Lumelevel up ang ubo at sipon ko. Mejo nakakakaba kasi last Friday when we went out, nilibot ko yung parking lot para sa dala naming kotse. Naiwan ko kasi yung phone ko sa loob kaya di ko matawagan yung driver. Ang talino no? Ewan ko. Sa tagal ng pag libot ko, idk kung nakasalubong ko ba yung covid. To make things worse, I was in QC. Antaas ng cases dun.

I popped 2 tablets of lysine kagabi tas 2 tablets ulet ngayon. Nag extreme measures din ako based sa mga recommendation ni Ted sa Earthclinic. After a few hours, no more cough and runny nose. As far as I know, di kasali ang runny nose sa symptoms ng covid. Still, better be safe than sorry. I feel totally fine now.

Monday ulet bukas. Panibagong pakikibaka. Bring it on 

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Nakakaramdan na ko ng boredom at kaunting need for human interaction, pero ayoko parin lumabas ng bahay.

Nakakamiss makipagharutan. With all the kamundohan aside, in pure innocent liking, sa tingin ko, bilang babae, mas sumasaya ang buhay kung meron kang at least isang lalaki na... ano nga yung term? Tinatangi? Basta.

Naiirita ako lahat ng nagme message sakin. Isa lang naman ang lalaking nagugustuhan ko at the moment, may asawa't anak pa. I can't find time to meet new people online kasi bukod sa mejo busy naman talaga ako e, wala lang, nakakatamad din.

Ano bang gagawin ko para lumiwanag ang kinabukasan ng lovelife ko?

I actually like my life as is. Ang daming mababago pag may nadagdag na tao sa buhay mo no. Pero sa ngayon...

Alas dyes na. May pasok pa bukas. Saka ko na to iisipin.

Ja!



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:14 PM.

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