From 12am to 9pm, 10am to 7pm na ang shift ko today and for the rest of the week. Thur Fri pa rin ang off.
Robot mode more than ever. Japanese agents were down to 2. Nung 4 pa kami pagod pagod na, ngayon nangalahati pa.
Over 40 tickets, 20+ lang ang nagalaw ko. TL asked me to interview applicants for the Japanese language assessment. Kahit tambak ang tickets ko, I obliged. Kawawa rin kasi. Wala naman siyang ibang maasahan. Alangan namang si Robert.
Nagtanong na rin ako kay TL kung talaga bang 2 lang kami. Binanggit ko na rin na hirap na kami sa dami ng tickets at nagagalit na yung ibang user. Baka kasi hindi nya alam. Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit ang daming japanese speakers sa gabi e halos wala namang Japanese users sa ganung oras.
Siguro may reason. Hindi ko lang talaga alam kung ano. Basta alam ko lang, nakakapagod. I actually thought of working overtime para matapos to kaso pumipitik pitik n yung sakit ng ulo ko. Bahala na. I will do my best, pero hanggang kaya lang.
Mejo natouch ako kay Niren. Lahat kasi ng tasks na binigay nya sakin today e naka English na at ipapasa nalang. Kinuha nya pa yung isa kong ticket. Salamat, Niren. T_T
Birthday ng kapatid ko today. Kahapon, for the 1st time since community quarantine, pinapasok sya sa office ng company nila. When he got home, his daughter was there happily greeting him. It was then that I thought that, "oh, someone owns my brother." Then, I also realized that no one owns me. But it's nowhere near a bitter realization of any sort. More like recognizing something obvious. Ganun. Like, "ay, green pala yung dahon," or "ay, blue pala yung langit." Hindi naman talaga bitter. May liberating feeling pa nga e. Yung tipong, "wow, no one owns me! I'm free!"
I don't think being owned by someone is bad thing though.
Nakakatawa lang na while I was doing all these muni muni, napalingon ako and saw my cat lovingly looking at the lizard on the ceiling. Narealize ko tuloy na, "nah, this silly cat owns me." LOL! And it's not really so bad.
1 day to go at off ko na. Gusto ko manood ng anime movies at mag crochet lang buong araw at makipaglaro sa mga pamangkin ko.
Isang araw pa. Fight!
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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:53 PM.