My daydream last night involved a scenario on what I'm gonna do if mabibigyan ako ng chance na bumalik sa past at baguhin ang mga decisions ko sa buhay. Minor stuff. Tingin ko wala naman talaga akong pinagsisisihan sa mga pinaggagagawa ko noon.
Pero kung bibigyan ka ng chance na bumalik sa past to start over again, babalik ka ba?
Ako, hindi na siguro.
When was the last time I left the house?
Nakalimutan ko na ang feeling ng nakasuot ng sapatos. When we went to SM few months back, naka tsenelas at harabas clothes lang ako. Lol. Ok lang, naka mask naman. They wouldn't know it was me.
I have absolutely no problem about having to stay home. Nalulungkot lang ako because my niece and nephew are not here. A day before they left to Cavite for my baby nephew's vaccine schedule, I was watching tv with my niece and she told me, "Tita nalulungkot ako. Ayoko kasi pumuntang Cavite. Gusto ko dito." She never said anything like this when her mother is around. Kawawa naman ang pamangkin ko. Naiwan pa nila yung dede nya rito sa bahay.
When she said that, I told her na uuwi lang rin naman sila agad. But then, MECQ happened. And now I don't know if they'll be able to go back home after 18th. I miss my niece so much. T_T
Nakakapraning to have children at a time like this.
Ewan ko kung guni guni ko lang, pero parang ang cute ni kit neito. Ang galing nya pa. Fit. At may taste pa sa sapatos.
Pag natapos ang pandemya lilipat na ko sa Cainta.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:33 PM.