Kitto itsuka yume ga kanau
土曜日: October 2, 2020



I think, it's when life is too easy that we lose our will to keep going.

Alam mo ba, ang pakinabang ko lang sa bahay namin is my money. I'm pretty useless at everything else.

Wala akong pasok, but didn't bother to wash the dishes. Dad is too old and his legs are getting weaker, yet he cooks and man the sari sari store we own. Mom helps out with the construction of the house to minimize the expenses, filling tile gaps herself despite being a senior citizen. My brother is working, while tending to his family, and sometimes moving stuff in their room that is being renovated. When his work was over, he ate dinner late to wash the dishes first.

This girl spent the last 2 days watching kdrama the whole day when everyone else in the house was busy.

I did feed the cat and cleaned its poop. But that was pretty much it.

I love my family. I really do. I just hate doing household chores.

That's why I want to have a lot of money... to make up for being useless at everything else.

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Sabi sa isang talk that I attended, we can have everything daw. Hindi nga lang sabay-sabay. Looking back, feeling ko, isa isa ko rin naman nakuha yung mga bagay na gusto kong makuha. At least tig 1 year ang pagitan.

I've been looking at the things that I have now, trying to remember how I felt when I didn't have it yet. I tried to relive the longing and the hunger. That seemingly endless uncertainty of whether I'll end up getting it or not.

Gusto ko na one day, gawin ko ulet to.

There's this one thing that I really really want at the moment. Nilu-look forward ko na dumating ulet yung time na nasa akin na itong gusto kong makuha at inaalala ko nalang yung feeling nung wala pa to sakin.

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Sobrang cute ni Seo Kang Joon! 

Alam mo, ang daming interesting na palabas sa Netflix yet I always stick with Kramas, mainly for the handsome men. Lol.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:51 PM.

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