12 years na kong empleyado. And I still feel the same all these years.
I've worked for 4 employers already.
Kung tutuusin, maswerte ako sa mga napasukan kong trabaho.
Company #1 made my major dreams come true.
It sent me to Japan. Made me study Japanese.
Company #2 wasn't so good, but it led me to change my career, so I landed to Company #3.
Company #3 was an answered prayer. I asked to get paid with the same amount as I was having back in co#1 minus the work load. 6 years spent with almost just having to sign in and out of the office. Supee petiks! Sounds good? Sa totoo lang, hindi masaya.
And now Company #4 came. I got the exact salary the I asked the Heavens for. Sabi ko rin, yung medyo may ginagawa naman, so yeah, may ginagawa naman talaga. I also asked for officemates I can be friends with, and I kinda have it now... okay ba? Okay!
Okay naman e. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganun parin ang feelings ko towards work.
Kahit mabait ang mga boss ko.
Kahit ok ang sweldo.
Kahit mababaut ang mga katrabaho.
At kahit ngayon na hindi ko na kailangang bumyahe, may mga araw parin na ayoko nang pumasok.
Kailangan ko ng pera. Di ba kailangan naman talaga ng pera para mabuhay? And I want to give my parents an even better life. Habang kaya pa nila mamasyal, gusto ko silang ipasyal. And I want to give them all the fine things they can have, and I can only do that if I have money.
Tae. Sinubukan ko rin namang mag negosyo pero ganun di yung feeling. Yung feeling na you owe everyone everything. Parang kahit oras mo hindi ikaw ang may-ari. Ganun. Ewan ko.
May way ba?
Yung hindi ka magtatrabaho, or mag nenegosyo, pero masusustain mo pa rin ang sarili mo financially, without having to downgrade your lifestyle? Naniniwala akong may way...
Alam ko.... mahahanap ko rin yan! Sa 2021, mahahanap ko yan! At makukuha ko rin. And my family and I will enjoy all these together.
Thanks in advance , Universe.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:10 PM.