Watched this on Netflix, REA(L)OVE. A reality dating show with a twist. The twist is that, each participant has a dark secret.

Nayak ako by the end of the show. There were a lot of them that I hated at the start of the show, but ended up loving them towards the end.

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There was this woman there whose secret was that, she was born a man. In the end, she was chosen by a man, who didn't trust women because he was raped by one. His mother was also having an affair, and was using his hard-earned money for it. I was never a fan of BL romances, but after knowing their stories, I can't help but root for them.

Then there's that woman there who had sex to over 300 men, wondering if she'll ever find someone who can accept her. She ended up with this wonderful dude, whose dark secret was not really so bad. The girl was crying profusely when the guy chose him at the end of the show. I ended up joining her. Nakakaiyak kaya! Haha.

In the show, there is also that scheming girl that I hated from the start. Harot nya kasi e. Hahaha. But her dark secret explained everything. She's just fighting real hard, and with a justified reason at that. In the end, the guy she liked didn't choose her, though they both like each other, all because of her dark secret. Nakakasad lang.

Sighs. This show made me realize a lot of things. Maybe some stuff there were staged, but still, I feel like I've learned a lot about humanity watching it.

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Alam mo ba, what I hate about being an employee is that I feel like I do not own my time. There were many times when the wind breeze felt so nice on my face that I wanted to savor it longer, but needed to hurry up to prepare for work. Minsan gusto ko lang tapusin yung Bawal ang Judgmental ng Eat Bulaga, or tumingin sa ulap, i-admire ang ganda ng mga halaman, ganun. Pero parang laging walang time. Parang laging kailangan magmadali.

Lately narealize ko na hindi naman talaga kasalanan ng trabaho ko.

Off ko ng Thur Fri. I did spend some time feeling the wind breeze on my face, but I didn't stay long enough. Ano ba ginawa ko? Ewan. May oras din para manood ng Eat Bulaga, pero di rin naman ako nanood. Ni hindi ako nakapag dilig ng halaman. Wala namang humahabol sakin, and yet I always feel like I need to rush.

Will things change ba pag hindi na ko nagta trabaho?

Feeling ko mas ok pa ko during may younger years. I didn't have so much money, and had even less time  but I least back then, I had an idea where I wanted to go.

Ngayon, ewan ko. Tingin ko, I just want to own my time. But as to how I want to use it for, hindi ko naman talaga alam.

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