Nakakawalang gana. Nag endorse ako ng call sa pdt team. Ang angas nung sumagot. Parang utang na loob ko pa na ng endorse ako sa kanila. So I told him na the sole purpose of us being backups e for them not to miss calls. We're helping their team. Not the other way around. Nag message ako kay TL at dun sa mandarambong na hudas na may kagagawan ng ito. Naiirita ko.
Desidido na si Gelo. Aalis na sya. I wish I can do the same. Of course I can't. And I hate that. Kaya ngayon, I'm doing everything in my power to at least defend myself. Hindi nila magawa ito kay robert dahil reklamador sya. Very well then, I'll be like Robert.
Biglang hindi umattend si Hudas sa training samantalang kahapon pabibo sya. Iwas ata sa issue nung nisend kong message. Nitag pa sya nung maangas na taga PDT. Kala nya naman matatakot ako at uurungan ko sila. Neknek nila. I tagged TL hudas too and even sent screenshots on how that maangas PDT member has treated me. Dahil epal si Hudas, I'm sure he won't act in my favor. Though I've talked to my own TL about this, he didn't seem to have any power at all. So wala akong choice. I'm on my own. Still, I don't want to let this go without putting up a fight. I plan to send an email to the manager. Maybe I can raise it to the HR too if hindi ko magugustuhan ang result. Let's try fighting like Robert. Bahala na.
I hate this. I hate, hate this. I hate that epal Hudas na nagpauso ng lahat ng to. I hate all of them. Arrrrrg!
Election 2022 looks so bad. If Leni won't run, then we've lost our hope.
A divorcee colleague once told me na wag daw mawalan ng pag-asa regarding building a family. Bata pa daw kami and we can still have kids. I truly meant it when I told her I don't want to have one. Putek, anong klaseng kinabukasan ang naghihintay sa magiging anak ko sa hilatcha ng mga nangyayari sa Pilipinas alone. Hindi pa kasama ang buong mundo nyan. Pakers. Parang gusto ko nang mag migrate.
Ayoko kay Pacquiao. Ayoko kay Isko. Ayoko kay Trillianes. At mas lalong ayoko sa anak nung clown. Jusko, eto lang ba talaga ang meron? Jusko.
Yung nararamdaman ko for the company parehas pala sa nararamdaman ko sa Pinas no. I like it here, but the management(government) sucks, so yeah.
Pak this. I really wish I have more choices.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:38 PM.