It is said that Sasuke is the most handsome dude in Konoha. Can't help but doubt that when Naruto is looking so fine in his Sennin mode. Orang eye shadow and all. That's whole different level than Sasuke. Yiiiii!
211th episode of shippuuden. I guess an anime/krama series can't be too long if it's this good, no? Ampogi kaya ni Naruto. I also love Shino, Shikamaru, and Gaara. Excited na ko sa shinobi war. With the effect of coffee ice cream kicking in, I can watch until my phone's battery run out, if only my eyes allow. Yun nga lang, I have work tomorrow.
Tita told me that my cousin, her son, wants me to be the ninang of his child. All good naman. Pumayag ako. Nakakainis lang na pinipilit ako ni Tita to physically attend, when I already told her that I'm not yet vaccinated, neither are anyone from our household. Nakakainis that she was able to convince Dad, and Dad promise he'll have Tito to send us there using his car.
Naiinis ako. I hate it when people decide on my behalf. Naiinis din ako how Tita kept insisting na pumunta ako, when I already said 'no', and with legitimate reason at that. Nakakainis. I'm feeling disrespected whenever people closest to me do things of this sort. Parang emotional blackmail. Nakakaiinis.
I'm not going. Oh, watch me.
I've always been seeking freedom. You know that, right? Lahat ng pangarap at aspirations ko sa buhay, yun naman talaga ang ultimate goal. Freedom. Nanggagalaiti talaga ko when people try to control me, or force things on me. Grrrrrr.
Alam mo ba, when we were younger, bff had always sought peace. I think it's a nobel thing to seek. Di katulad ng hinahanap ko... yung freedom. Parang ang selfish lang kasi. But this is what my heart screams for.
Know what, bff and I are so different. She's dedicated and reliable. Ako naman, lazy and indulgent. She's always been the cooler one between the two of us. Though I think highly of my bff, I kinda like myself this way.
So I guess the question that I need to answer now is how I'm gonna turn my weaknesses into strengths, since I don't really hate my weaknesses at all.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 01:42 AM.