Hoshi mono
土曜日: July 17, 2021



There are many things I wish to buy, but the desire to invest and save as much money as I can seem to have a better control over my spending. Hanggang kailan kaya tatagal ang pandemya na ito? Gusto ko nang yumaman. Malaki parin ang gastos ko kahit hindi ako masyado lumalabas. Mostly sa cat food. Ang mahal ng cat food. Grabe.

Gusto kong gumawa ng bagong template sa Tabulas. Maybe Jiraiya themed. Or Naruto themed. Wala lang kasi akong pc at ang hirap gumawa at mag test ng code kung nakacp. Hindi ko rin alam kung pano. Ayoko i-access ang tabulas sa work pc. Mahirap na.

The newly issued work laptop look nice. Nicheck ko yung presyo, nasa over 30k. Bibili ba ko?

Lol, syempre hindi. 

Gusto ko rin ng personal ref. Nasa 9k ata yung maliit. Bibili ba ko?

Again, hindi.

Maraming easy payment mode to buy a car. My life will be a whole lot easier if meron kaming sasakyan... bili na ba ko?

Hindi pa rin ang sagot.

Pag super mayaman na ko, titipirin ko pa rin ba ang sarili ko?

Though I don't spend one time big time, I do give in to mini luxuries, like aircon jeep kesa regular. Magtata tricycle for 70 pesos kahit wala akong bitbit, against 10 pesos sa jeep, para mabilis akong makauwi kesa lumakad ng kaunti. I also spend on good restaurants whenever I go out of the house. Afterall, halos once a week or once in every 2 weeks lang naman ako lumalabas. Lahat ng to ginagawa ko para kahit paano hindi ko ma feel na deprived ako.

Saan ba ko dadalhin ng lahat ng ito?

When I was younger, I had grand dreams for myself. I remember I used to want something grand. Achieve great feat, then prove myself to the world. Ngayon, I just want to live an easy life. Yung malaya ako sa oras ko. Yung may pera ako para sa mga gusto at pangangailangan ko. Yung hindi ako marerestraint ng kakulangan ng pera at oras. Ganun.

Hindi noble na dream. Pero parang yun kasi yung gusto ko. 13 years of corporate slavery. Siguro lahat naman ng empleyado may point sa buhay nila na gusto nilang lumaya. Ako every single day, I dream of breaking free from this. Yet the thought of losing job is still very scary. Kaya siguro ganito yung nararamdaman ko. I guess it's natural to hate the things that bring you fear, no?

Ano kayang gagawin ko?



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Written by cinderellaareus at 03:06 PM.

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