And so, I'm back to work.

I haven't finished all the classes from FCON. May 30 days pa naman ako para balikan. So far I've finished 2 classes, and half-way na sa 3rd one. Naiinspire ako ulet na magpatuloy. Simple lang naman ang goal ko. Maging mayaman enough to give my parents and myself a good life, and then to free myself from being an employee forever.

Sana makasama ko pa ng matagal ang parents ko. Losing them is really my greatest fear.

I still find a lot of things overwhelming these days. Mostly, dahil sa mga pusa ko. It's frustrating na I've been spending a lot for them, tas andami pa rin nalang health issues. I got one of my cats neutered, pero eto, in heat pa rin sya. Sa kabila ng lahat that we have gone through, eto, back to square 1..nakakulong pa rin sya. Sabi kasi ng vet bawal daw mag mate dahil baka magka infection. Nakakaawa yung pusa ko. It's really painful to see her like this. Naiinis ako sa vet. Ang pangit na nga ng pagkakatahi, ganito pa. I feel like I've been scammed. Parang walang silbi yung pain ng pusa ko at laki ng gastos ko tapos ganito lang pala. 

Gusto ko nga silang aawayin. Tokwa, hands up na. I'm so emotionally exhausted, ni wala akong energy makipag-away.

Ano bang gagawin ko, Universe?

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