月曜日. January 31, 2022

Genkai wo koeru

Napanood namin sa kmjs kagabi yung babae na yung thyroid cancer e nag cause ng malaking bukol sa ulo nya. As we were watching, Mom was like "nangiginig tuloy ako. Nanlalamig kamay ko."

I told her not be scared. We don't even know if we have cancer.

With all the money that I have, I'm still halfway into having 7 digits. Hindi ko alam kung sapat ba ang pera ko to make sure that mom's medical needs are met. Syempre, that is if I am to set aside my own. Though Mom doesn't plan to get operated, I still need to prepare when the need arise.

I love creating concoctions for medical and cosmetic purposes. I stopped using regular toothpaste on my teeth back in college. I've been making my own since. I still use toothpaste to soften the lips.

About 2 years ago, I made my own antifungal that I used for my cat's ringworm when they were kittens. It changes the color of their fur, but other than that, it appeared to be safe and effective. Dad uses the same concoction on his feet. Even infected toe nails that doctors were not able to cure, my concoction was able to cure.

I also make my own toner. This is the only product that made my skin even-toned. There may be effective products out there, but I doubt if they'll be as cheap. Mom used to laugh on how I make my own stuff, thinking I was crazy, but after seeing the results, she started using the toner herself.

I recently created another mixture. I am hoping this will seep through the skin and attact the potentially cancerous nodules, without harming anything else. The ingredients are a little more expensive than my other concoctions, and they are quite hard to find. The preparation is also very difficult. I planned to have Mom use it, but she refused. She still doesn't believe in my mixtures, despite my previous successes. Well, I can't really blame her. My mixtures do appear a little crazy. This anti-cancer mixture, for one, actually stings when applied.

But it doesn't leave any rashes or discoloration. My neck still looks normal. I still can't measure how effective it is though. Maybe in the next 6 months.

I just wish Mom will give it a try. If Mom will not get operated, then this is our other chance to get healed. If it turned out to be ineffective, at least I am sure that this is generally safe to use. I think. Maybe. Lol.

Hayst. Ang hirap ng may sakit. Ang hirap pag may sakit ka na nga, may sakit pa ang mga mahal mo sa buhay.

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I finished Black Clover a few days back. Good thing VIU has its season 4. Season 5 may take a while. Mamimiss ko si Yami danchou, Charmi, Lil, lahat sila. Ang cu cute nila. 

今ここで限界を越える。

Nakakatuwa na halos lahat ng napapanood kong anime ay may common message na "go beyond your limit". I'm pretty sure these have been inspiring people all over the world to dream and become better. Nakakairita lang ang karamihan ng pinoy series e puro tungkol sa pangangaliwa at pakikiapid, as if inspiring people to do the same. We really need better scriptwriters.

Started watching Fruits Basket. I've watched it when I was younger, pero di ko maalala kung may season 2 at final season na ba back then. My free premium subscription in VIU will expire by Feb. I love Netflix's control better, pero kasi andaming anime na wala sa Netflix pero meron sa VIU. And VIU is actually cheaper... iniisip ko kung mag sa subscribe ba ko. Alam kong kailangan kong magtipid.

Hayst. Pano ba ko yayaman?

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Weeee! Snow Man pala kumanta ng ilan sa mga OST ng Black Clover. Kaya pala ang ganda. Yiiiii!!


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