2.5 hours into my shift, and I feel spent already.

Been watching anime and JP series for months now. Pag may kausap akong JP user, naiimagine ko na sila yung favorite anime character ko, or favorite JP series actor ko. May bahagyang kilig tuloy. Lol.

May bagong episode na ang Love Is Blind- Japan. I really love that kimpatsu dude. Looks like the girl he chose has fallen for him as well. Nakakaaliw panoorin ang mga dating reality show.

I find it quite amusing how men and women behave differently when they like the person they are with. Magkaiba kasi e, di ba? Basta.

Wala na naman akong pasok bukas. I'm trying to convince myself not to go out of the house to avoid spending money. Once I'm back to the office, I will have more than enough time to spend money by then. I should make the most of this tipid time. Really.

While watching Love Is Blind, I felt like there were times when the couple gotten closer together when they eat together. Problema ko talaga to.

I remember my TM friends used tease me on how picky I am with food. I wasn't even a pescetarian back then. Pano pa ngayon?

Sa tingin ko, hindi naman talaga ako maarteng kumain noon. Sadyang ang hilig lang kasi nila kumain ng ma garlic at maonion na pagkain. I hated those. I find these more tolerable now, but the amount of garlic and onion they eat is still beyond my powers. Lol.

IT could be harder now. I've never eaten meat for more that two years. I remember eating with my officemates sa samgyeup sal. Side dish, kanin, at mushroom lang kinain ko. Thankfully, nanlibre yung kasama namin ng mango cake sa contis, kaya kahit paano, di naman ako nagutom.

I find eating outside with other people a bit stressful lalo na kung di kami ganun ka close. If it's with my friends, I can force them to eat somewhere with seafood. Pero pag di kasi kami ganun kaclose, nahihiya akong mag inarte. I don't really want to cause people inconvenience dahil lang sa kaartehan ko sa pagkain.

Do I miss going out with people?

Ewan. Di siguro masyado. Hardcore introvert din kasi siguro talaga ko. But I do miss having bigger world than this. 

Come to think of it, before Pandemic, I was an Area Champion, Vice President of an organization,  doing all sort of cool stuff. Pero ngayon, eto ko, naglalampaso ng pupu ng cats at nagbibinge watch lang ng anime at J-series. Totally uncool. Lol.

I don't mind being uncool though.  I just feel like it's a waste of potential to be like this. Nakakamiss mag strive towards excellence, yung mga ganung bagay. Nakakamiss mafeel yung fulfillment pag feeling mo, finally, after ng pagpupursige, ayun, sa wakas, gumaling ka na rin sa ginagawa mo.

Isn't this why I love anime? Exactly because of this feeling? But anime aren't real though. Real life is.

Tsk. Ayoko pa ring bumalik sa office. 

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Been reading manga of Kono Oto Tomare, Black Clover, and Skip Beat. Iove these so much. Kainis  lahat ongoing. Ilang dekada pa ba bago ko makuha ang closure na kailangan ko sa mga ito? Ahrmp.

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