Took a day off on Saturday for a dental visit. Considering that it's 12:16AM now, that's technically today. I'm also going to meet some relatives. Tito, who works in Middle East, just came back for a quick visit. Mom said they recommended Tito to treat us in Dampa. It's a seafood restaurant near our place that I've long been wanting to go to. That's actually the sole reason why I've decided to join. Sa totoo lang, I'm not thrilled to see Tito.
It's not like he's a bad uncle or anything. It's just that, he's like this typical aged relative who often choose to criticize their pamangkins whenever they can't find any topic to talk about. Well, he can't criticize my intellect, financial and career status, or anything similar, so he always go for my looks— my face, my make-up, my weight, my clothes, whatever, it's really annoying!
If we're not eating in Dampa, I really don't want to go. I'd rather have an extra day to read BL.
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I booked a place to stay for the Feastcon next month. I haven't even bought tickets yet. Lol. Yang and I will be getting premium tickets this year. I plan to treat my parents to a day tour in Okada the day before the event. The place I booked can fit 4 people, so we can all sleepover after the tour. If Mom will manage to find someone to take care of my cats, they can stay with me for 3 nights as I stay there for the event. The place is near MOA, so pwede silang mamasyal while I'm at the conference.
I do miss going out. Pero pag naiisip ko yung hellish commute, parang gusto ko nalang mag stay sa bahay.
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Reading Lost In The Clouds. Not fluffy as any usual BL. Meron syang Llewellyn vive, interesting yung plot. It's still ongoing though, so I'm preparing myself na mabitin.
Gusto ko rin gumawa ng story na may ingenious plot. I always try to start with the ending. Pero 1st step palang, literal na sumasakit na ang ulo ko. Parang nakakahinayang umeffort, only to use my work as a contest entry na 18k lang ang price for champion. Lel. Gusto kong gumawa ng manga, and actually earn. Kaya ko bang mag drawing?
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37 na ko. I remember writing an entry as a 24-year-old back in the day. Wow, 13 years!
Nakakatakot magplano ng buhay at this age. Ang dami kasing mga bagay na meron ako ngayon, tapos posibleng wala na pala in the near future. Siguro ganun din naman kahit nung mas bata pa ko. It's more likely to happen now though.
I was once a poor 24 year old who was looking forward to the future, and was full of enthusiasm. Ngayon, isa na kong 37 year old na laging pagod at tinatamad sa buhay, letting the days pass me by. I don't think this time of my life is bad. Siguro nasa point lang ako ng buhay na parang wala na akong mga bagay na gusto kong patunayan. Just taking things in as they come. It's really all good. But of course, I know it could be better.
Sa ngayon, saka ko na muna siguro iisipin yung iba. Gagawa muna ako ng mga isasali ko sa contest next year. As always, gusto kong manalo.
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