Days have been a little lonelier than usual. Nung high-school ako, nagkaron kami ng play. Isa lang ako sa mga 3 kings na dadalaw kay baby Jesus, pero kinailangan ko paring sumama sa overnight para mag practice.

Naalala ko nakaupo ako sa labas sa bakuran ng bahay ng kaklase ko. Bigla kong napansin na ang ganda ng stars. Ang naisip ko at that time, ang saya siguro kung may kasama akong tumitingin ng stars na lalaking romantically special sakin. I was probably around 16 at that time. I think I didn't change much. I still feel the same from time to time.

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Was chatting with a high-school classmate just a few minutes back. He's teasing me about an old crush. I remember another classmate was doing the same thing before. Bakit alam ng buong klase yung crush ko nung hs? Sa pagkakaalala ko e mahiyain ako nung bata.

I no longer feel the same way, so super keber lang. Still, I don't want to speak ill of the guy. Hindi nya naman kasalanan na naging crush ko sya. Hindi na ko nag explain. Hindi ko na rin dineny. Hinayaan ko nalang syang asarin ako. Well, matatanda na kami. Wala na rin point. 

Tokwa, 3 years nalang at 40 na ko. Hanggang ngayon, gusto ko parin ng makakasamang tumingin ng stars.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:14 PM.

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