The last few days were filled with so much crying that my eyes are already hurting. May cat, Iya, is sick again. There was blood in her stool, so I gave her antibiotics. She hates meds with a passion. If fact papasok papasok palang ako sa kwarto nila, naglalaway na sya out of disgust sa medicine. It was heartbreaking seeing her using the last bit of her strength to struggle against being given meds. Awang awa ako sa pusa ko. Today, I paid a hefty amount for a vet home service. Malapit lang ang vet samin, pero natakot akong ma stress si Iya sa byahe, kaya nagpa home service na ko. I've lost 2 cats already. Ayoko na maulit. And Iya is one of my most special cats. I raised her and her sister, Nicai, on my own, because their mama cat was neglecting them, and she probably even killed her other kittens, that only Iya and Nicai were left. The thing about kittens is that it's not enough that you give them milk. They can't pee on their own, so you also need to make them pee. I got them since the 5th day after they were born. Most furparents don't make it, so it kinda felt like a miracle how they managed to grow into big cats now. I can't help but make them my favorites because I've shed blood, sweat, and tears for them.
Mejo naaway ko pa yung vet dahil ang tagal nilang dumating. Mejo na naguilty pa ko, because he was so reassuring as always. Earmites pala yung sakit ng pusa ko. At kaya lang daw may dugo sa stool e dahil connected daw sa nerve. The treatment also sounded easy. Seems so much easier than wrestling with her everyday to have her drink her meds. Yun nga lang, I still need to finish the antibiotics dahil dapat makompleto yung 7 days.
I know it's too early to feel relieved, pero kahit paano, nabawasan yung takot at pag aalala na nafi feel ko. Hindi pa rin kumakain si Iya, but as long as her life is not in danger, umaasa ako na makakaya namin to.
I took 6 days leaves. 2 lang yung with pay dahil ubos na paid leaves ko. Sobrang konti lang ang sasahurin ko, at sobrang daming gastos, pero kaya yan. Inaalala ko lang na baka nag message na bagong account na supposedly e lilipatan ko. Sa ngayon, bahala na. Let's conquer one problem at a time lang muna siguro.
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