We'll be going to Cebu in 4 days. All 7 of us including my brother and his family of 4. This is the first time for my neice and nephew to board an airplane. Ngayon lang rin kami makakapunta ng sama sama sa airport. I, too, am looking forward to this trip.
But I still haven't packed our stuff. Tamad na tamad akong mag empake. I've been to Cebu before. Plus, our itinerary is designed for kids. Though I'd like to be with the kids, I'm not really looking forward sa place itself, and sa mga pupuntahan namin. Sa totoo lang, I wish we can go somewhere abroad. My brother still can't afford it. Siguro afford kong dalhil kaming lahat sa mga cheaper countries, like maybe, Vietnam, or even Hong Kong. But I can't do that without incurring big damage to my bank account.
I'm planning to bring my parents to Japan next year. I need show money to get their visa. I should've applied for their visa together with mine back when I still have money to show. Japan's really expensive. I feel like it should be cheaper than Singapore, pero hindi ko alam why my credit card bills were telling me otherwise, when I got from my trip last May.
Speaking of, I miss Japan. It takes so much restraint not to book a flight since hindi pa nakakarecover ang bank account ko from our previous travels. Gusto ko nang yumaman.
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I'm feeling a little better regarding work. Nakakapagod parin. Gusto ko pa rin yumaman. Gusto ko parin tumakas. I feel like I've been spending my life thinking of wanting to escape my situation. Just thinking. Never actually doing anything about it.
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Sabi sa BL na binabasa ko kanina, nung dinescribe yung unrequited love, parang nauuhaw ka, at nasa harap mo yung baso ng tubig, pero pinipigilan mo yung sarili mong inumin yung tubig. Eventually daw, magugulat ka nalang, natuyo na yung laman ng baso.
Parang love life ko. All dried up. Lol. It's been a really long time since I last liked someone. I did revive my dating profile, pero yung isang kausap ko, mag iisang linggo ko nang di narereplyan.
I feel like BL had messed up my feelings towards men. Parang mas kikiligin pa ko kung sila sila yung naghaharutan.
Urg. Ewan. Do I need a therapy?
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