Mother's Day on Sunday. I asked Mom if she wanted to eat out. Sabi nya wag na. Said my brother's not sure if he'll be able to keep his job. Wala daw ata silang pera, so he can't take his family out on Mother's day, kahit birthday na rin ni sis-in-law on Tuesday. Sabi ni mama, parang di daw maganda kung kami lang ang lalabas. I kinda agree.

I wonder what will happen if my brother will lose his job, lalo na nga't wala rin akong trabaho. Weird enough, hindi ako nag-aalala about myself. I seem to have this deep-rooted, baseless confidence na financial and career wise, I'd be fine no matter what. Sometimes overconfidence has its own perks... or maybe not.

Pero confident or not, I will do everything in my power to give my family a good life. I feel sorry for Mom whenever she makes excuses for not spending money. I know she wouldn't do something like that if meron akong trabaho. Naawa din ako kasi ako lang ang magta travel abroad this time. Sana talaga maipasyal ko parin sila sa abroad this year.

Haaaaah.

Kaya ko to. I'm smart and talented. I'm bound to earn a lot of money even if I only exert minimal effort.

*Ulitin 10x hanggang magkatotoo.*

Haaaaah. Kaya ko to.

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Excited na ko sa JP trip. Sana nga, makalagpas ako sa immigration smoothly, at maging isa to sa mga best travels ko ever ko. Sana may mameet akong pogi at sexying potential lover. Sana kasya pa yung mga damit ko. Kailangan ko mag exercise. 

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