thursday. the week's creeping so slowly.
odd, because it use to be so swift.
thursday morning. im dying for a cup of coffee. only GERD was in full bloom last night. i was croaking the whole time i barely slept.
checked my email this morning. former qm sent me some job detail he thought me and partner could be interested in. even just the thought of another jobhunt drains me. really. i think i want my current job to be my last and after this, i want to be on my own. earn by doing something i like doing. or anything close to that.
was chatting with yang yesterday. she said we have to brainstorm for our new biz and she's right. i can continue dreaming about it for as long as i want but i cannot expect anything to come into fruition unless i actually do something about it. i know. and yes, knowing is not enough. i need to act. we agreed to make a biz plan separately and see how we can combine whatever we will come up with. deadline this sunday. sana naman, magawa na namin to.
will be seeing the tattoo artist tomorrow. just for consultation. still cant decide where to place it in and what design. i actually like my skin in the arms im having second thoughts if i really should mess up with it. im thinking about having it in the back.. but what's the point of having it if no one else will actually see it, right? ewan.. next year nalang kaya?
there will be an annual medical mission thingy near home. we are taking advantage of the bigger crowd of potential customers for our tiny store. brother and wife will be selling food. maybe id sell banana q. i dont know how to make one. please help me, google. i hope id earn big on this. kahet mga 10k lang. haha. asa.
when you were running after me, i kept on running away.
until i got tired and decided instead to see what my predator has to offer.
it wasnt much. you weren't lying when you told me you are a simple guy.
im not liking this shift. yours and mine.
sometimes i think my light can be a little too bright for you.
part of me wishes you wouldnt mind. but there's no way you wouldnt, right? i mean, how can you not?
im not a simple girl. or at least my dreams aren't. or the things that im after. or the things that i do to get it.
things. but not people. truth be told, i do not require people in my life to be as flashy.
but you wouldnt get that.. you just wont.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:36 AM.