30 and a week
火曜日: October 13, 2015



saw a chart similar to this in the bo sanchez book im currently reading (SIMPLIFY and live a good life).

if i will base my life on this chart, i can feel myself creeping downwards from anxiety to apathy. now, how's that?

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j-holiday yesterday so we dont have work. kaitlyn, my niece, was sent to the hospital last sat. pneumonia. so i spent the last 3 days going to the hospital and then back home sending foods and clothes, running errands, etc. all to help bro and sis-in-law out. the last few days had been a bit tiring. im just glad that my beautiful niece is ok now. we're hoping the she'll get to be discharged today.

a daughter of my cousin who was barely 2 years old died from a sickness related to the gut a few years back. i use to think that something so beautiful cannot perish just like that. turned out that death do not discount beauty, or innocence or whatever. it's just making me all praning whenever my niece gets sick just like this.

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recieved a confirmation from KCON that the sched are already available. got myself enrolled for the classes of my choice. mostly business related. i took one leadership related course because it says, "Lessons Learned from the World's Most Admired Organizations".. if i am to build something-business or whatever- i want it to spread throughout the world. yeah, i dream big. i hope i wont be all dreams forever.

on a normal day, i would be all giddy about this, but right now.. i dont know. i just feel too robotic to care. maybe im just tired. or is this apathy?

in a little more than a month, 4 days will be added to the best days of my life... once my normal self comes back, i know id be on an all hyper mode about it. but right now, i just need peace.

 



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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:05 AM.

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Comment posted on October 13th, 2015 at 04:18 PM
大丈夫?
おしゃべってください。
Comment posted on October 14th, 2015 at 07:14 AM
erm.. para dito ba to or dun sa isang entry??hahaha..

大丈夫よ。疲れていただけだと思う。。。たぶん。hehe
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