strings and tragedy
木曜日: December 10, 2015



two days and i still cant find my necklace. huhu.. tatanggapin ko na ba na hindi ko na sya makikita ever?

im trying to make uto my mom into buying me a new one. she hasnt said no yet so im still hopeful. the necklace was not really expensive. i can actually buy one myself. i just want it to come from mom. that's the first jewelry she ever bought for me. sheesh.. this is really heartbreaking. huhu.

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been recieving the usual good morning and good evening text from p. didnt reply as usual. he sent his message 3 times last night. maybe to make sure that it'll reach me good. some guys usually get it at this point. he just wont. recieved a call from him the last time. we were just like this before, werent we? i dont know. i feel bad, too. but really, what can i do?

i think, in life

there'll be love you cannot have..

and then, there'll be love you cannot give..

and there'll be some tragic times when you will have both.

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some convo yesterday:

m: <insert my name here>, anong ma rerecommend mong series.

z: series? anime?

m: hindi. kahet ano. ano ba pinapanuod mong series?

z: hindi ako nanonood e.

a: grabe hindi ka nanonood? e anong ginagawa mo pag walang ginagawa?

z: nagbabasa lang..

a: geek ka pala.

z: ouch.

two  years of being here and i still feel like this is some other dimension. it's like i exist in a world different from theirs.

in my world, men talk about various conspiracy theory, world issues, work stuff and women. in their world, men talk about sports, video games, and women (men's common denominator, i guess). but i think difference is not always bad. i actually sort of find it fascinating.

...

in my world, geek is considered the new sexy.. i wonder if same could be true in theirs.

asa. haha.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:45 AM.

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Comment posted on December 10th, 2015 at 10:11 PM
if one is a bookworkm, he/she's actually more of a nerd than a geek.
but still one can be both.

sa haba ng post mo dun talaga ako nag-dwell no? :p
Comment posted on December 11th, 2015 at 09:26 AM
i could be more on the nerd side, but i prefer being called a geek.. hehe..

"sa haba ng post mo dun talaga ako nag-dwell no?"← erm,pansin ko rin. hahaha.
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