It hasn't been easy, you know.
It took me a month to at least feel ok, only to look at his social media account and feel my chest hurting again.
WHY CAN'T I JUST STOP LOOKING?
I remember the first time he met my parents, he just froze. Ganung level na pala sila. They kinda look good together. Believe me, I'm happy that he's happy. I am. I am. I just don't feel happy for myself.
It just gets harder as time goes by...
To believe that someone will ever love me again.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:09 PM.