I miss the time when I feel so ready and confident. Parang math exam. Parang engineering mechanics. Nakakamiss.
So I just turned down a gig offer that would have earned me money. The last time I accepted the same job, I earned for 3 hours what I could've earned for a week. Kung kelan I could use having more money.
Back in the day, I was all, "do something that scares you" and shit. Right now, ayoko na mastress. I wonder if slacking off like this will do me any good.
My body is telling me I need rest. I'm not even tired. I wonder when did I lose my motivation to strive harder.
Puteeek. I feel so bad. Sayang yung pera! T_T
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Written by cinderellaareus at 02:15 PM.