Entries for May, 2012
sabi sa wake up show, its Mark Zuckerberg's birthday daw. ang salarin sa eksistensya ng facebook.
good noon tabby..
last last week, sa misa ni fr. mario, nakwento nya yung tungkol kay "vincent"
a guy who was gang raped in saudi by 5 men..i cant write the story here..i think may hands(and brain) are not capable enough..basta..ang sabi ni father, he's sick daw. with AIDS and he's terminal na..i dont know..basta..kung ako rin ang tatanungin kung bat may nangyayaring ganung bagay hindi ko rin masasagot..mahal nga ba talaga tayo ni God? ewan..basta ang alam ko lang, sakali mang makaramdam ka ng doubt sa mga ganitong bagay, abay, sarilinin mo nalang at wag ka nang manghikayat ng iba to feel the same.. wala nmn akong doubt..hindi ata doubt ang tawag dun..ewan..
sabi ni father, vincent's a dying man..he wont be needing much prayer..but a prayer for hope will do..
ikaw, tama, hindi ikaw si vincent..and that's enough to be thankful for..
kahet for hope lang..isang prayer..busy ka ba?..isang prayer lang..for vincent..
oo, ikaw na bumabasa nito..let's pray for vincent..
haist...ewan..ang dami kong reklamo sa buhay...nung narinig ko yung kwento ni father, naisip ko na , God, hindi na po ko magrereklamo..pero nagrereklamo parin ako..ewan..
lahat ng tao may crus na pinapasan..ewan..hindi ka nga si vincent..hindi rin ako..lets do our part..bahala na...
i thought of a butterfly..there was once a time when a lone butterfly flew idly just right in front of me..as if waiting,,studying me or something,.,and then suddenly it landed..on the tip of my finger..it was a glorious feeling..by then i thought, oh, this butterfly likes me. at that moment, that butterfly meant the world to me..it was a glorious feeling to have a buttlerfly land on you..
i think a butterfly could give vincent a little hope..iniisip ko, meron kya syang facebook?tatanungin ko sana si father..pero baka kasi..baka makagulo pa ko..ewan ko..heavens please send him a butterfly...for hope..
goodluck vincent...
11:51 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
after pumetix ng ilang araw, i know i cant petix some more..pero nakakatamad ng mag-ot..nakakatamad gumawa ng kahet ano..nakakatamad sa earth..ewan..ano nga ulet ang ibig sabihin ng petix?
naiistress na ko sa kakahanap ng swimsuit...i saw this really cute one..it matches my skin and makes my cheeks look pinker..kaso..puro strings lang sya..tae...i dont think i can wear somethiing like that in public without losing my self respect..ewan.haist,,anong petsa na..i need a swimsuit..naiiyak na ko sa kakahanap..wahuhu..
ang daming dapat gawin..
bills to pay..
things to buy..
preparations to make..
ive got the time, i guess..but not the will..im feeling so lazy..
im not actually poor enough to be unable to pay bills or buy things..i just dont want to...err, walk?fall in line?..basta nakakatamad!!arr..if i procrastinate some more i might be needing to pay overdue payment na..arrgness..
attended the mass yesterday. fr mario was there..when he was cracking joke, and everyone else was laughing..i was the only one yawning...arrg..what's wrong with me? maybe its the woman sitting next to me who was rocking the pew which was really disturbing..whatever.
slept late..woke up at 3 by some unknown force..whenever i look at the clock i only look at the bigger hand..i saw it pointed at 9...i thought its 5:45...i lied back..half sleeping, half waiting the big hands to reach 12. andd when it did, i half dragged myself out of bed only to realize that its still dark..checked the clock again and noticed that the small hand's still in 3..checked my other watch and when found out that it displayed the same time, i slept again.. these exact thing happen again at 5..creepy..by the time its 6 i woke up, this time with the alarm clock's ringing, apparently, for quite a long time because i saw the landlady entered my room..to wake me up or scold me, i dont know..when she saw me awake she left without a word..maybe she came to check if i died somehow because i never really leave the alarm clock ringing for long..ewan..i think there's something wrong with me..
i wish i havent sign up for a class this sat..coz i really really wanna go home.. 
{ 音楽} broken ones
{ 本} after dark
12:02 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
will i ever be..
even a step closer..
to the right one..
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i dont really feel like writing all these..my head aches and im having colds..whatever..
mom and i will be flying to surigao on the 23rd..filed a leave for a week..i dont think im really looking forward to this trip..
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i want to expand my world..
reach heights..
and realize my dreams..
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kaso..
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tinatamad ako..
ewan..
03:39 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
haw tabby!
feel like im having baby step towards expanding my world.
the class went well. it was kinda fun. a perfect venue to improve my social skills and, err, flirting skills..
there were 8 of us in class. and our coach, shiela was such a sweetheart.
when we were about to go home and i was waiting for P, the next class' coach smiled at me. i smiled back (can we call that flirting?). he then asked my name. and ask if i was in his class and so on.. he said ingat when we finally left. haha..i should have done more. but the thing is, im just so elementary when it comes to these stuff. everytime that i make an effort to flirt, i find it really funny that i feel like i might just laugh out and blow the whole thing off. my parents were natural in this thing though. maybe i should make them teach me how.
i feel like its essential to learn things like this. flirting, afterall, is an important weapon in a woman's battlefield.
whatever...
baby steps..**sigh***
but who knows.. i might just get there..
08:05 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
hello tabby! its been a while..
i just came from a hellish more-than-24-hours travel and i feel like vomiting..i think im sick. pak. my feet are swollen and the wounds and bruises that i got after falling off a motorcycle(it was actually more like the motorcycle fell ON me) are looking a lot worse..im too tired to see a doctor. i hope that i wouldnt have to..sighs..i left loads of work at the office, but i think, i can manage those. my other work would require more of me though..haystt,..hindi ko pa man nasisimulan naiistress na ko..saturday class..errands..work,,other work,,pak..kuracha ikaw ba yan? argg..
maybe id catch up on things soon..let me sleep for now..
じゃあ、お休み。。>.<
10:10 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
